Saturday, November 28
11:18 PM
DCC Centenary Celebration Service. Gotta love the Stage Crew: SAI KANG WARRIOR!!!
Thursday, November 26
When one is bored, what does one do? Blog. Fantastic. I am, most unfortunately, still bored, and sadly, very much wide awake.
Prayer works ^_^
Wednesday, November 25
Today, I had a jamming session at church. You could say it was darn boring... For me that..... PA crew just set up the stuff and stand there doing nothing..
Nightmares are good. It lets us know what we are afraid of. For in this world which seems to be so marvelous, beautiful and accepting of us, we have to know what we are truly afraid of. It would be even better if I actually remembered what my nightmare was.......
Tuesday, November 24
Had a fun day today. Went to sentosa with Aaron, Saul, Hui Hui, Clara and Regina. Then met Andrew there, but he left. So there is was, four hours of frisbee, playing with sand and swimming at the beach. It provided much relief that my mind needed, but as soon as I was alone again, on the way home. My mind started to, once again, tick. Thinking about anything and everything.
Saturday, November 21
I'm afraid I'm losing interest in badminton... Or rather, confidence. Today, I lost to a boy 4 years my junior. Although I can safely say I am way above him in terms of physical fitness, I cannot say likewise in terms of skill. I know that boy. He has his training alongside ours, literally I mean.. 1 year ago, I remember being able to beat him. Today and this year(I played with him twice) , I lost. Sad huh....I don't feel I'm improving at all.... Sucks to see everyone becoming stronger, faster and more precise in their shots and feeling like the only one that isn't improving at all.
1:08 AM
What do I blog about? What SHOULD I blog about? I honestly can say , I don't know..
I'm having the first Additional Mathematics tuition of my LIFE tomorrow. And it is timed at the most awkward of times... 3pm.... Not early, not late either... I'm stuck in between. What's worse, it's a 3h tuition. I'm okay with the timespan of it. But it's the GOING HOME that I will dread... Imagine.... trying to go home at 6pm...The PEAK hour..... BUT , I'm not gonna go home tomorrow :) I'm going out to have dinner with my family to celebrate my dad's birthday. :)
12:01 AM
11:57 PM
I really really really really have to stop reciting `Dover Beach' to myself... It makes me darn emo....
8:20 AM
11:11 PM
Melancholy: (dictionary.com) –noun
1. a gloomy state of mind, esp. when habitual or prolonged; depression. 2. sober thoughtfulness; pensiveness.
12:39 AM
Guitar is really interesting. I've managed to play `Thunder' by Boys Like Girls decently, I think I can do a cover for it. `Collide' is another simple song. I'm trying to play `Love Story' by Taylor Swift. It's fun learning from youtube videos and online tabs.
Feelings of uncertainty and worry arise.